With Broken heart...........agin sme tears,.........?...?...?

Warm Wlcm to all of u who try 2 undestnd me and my pblms .....

i will gve sme suggectins 2 all of u tat wiil hlps u in future tese all r learn frm mylife ......my life is a gd teacher 2 meeeeeeeee.......

god....... gives tis life to us as a punishment to all harm full tings which we done in our earlier life.................. nw i feel it...........

Thursday, July 29, 2010

ellam ellam aya suhruthukal............... hve a large meaning

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                                            nalla suhruthukal jeevithathil kurache undavukayullu pakshe avar ennum undavum avareorikalum nammal thiranjedukkunatu avaruthu avar nammale thirangedukkunatu avanam, nammal nokkumbol nammude swabhavathinu anusarichu ayirikkum apo athine nilanirthan bhudhimuttu anu pakshe nammale anu avar thiranjedukkunatu enkilo nammale sarikum manasilaki nammude souhridam agrahichu varunnavar ayirikum apo avarku namalude kuravukal kazhivukalum kandu namme ulkollan protsahipikan pattunnavar ayirikum.

                                             jeevithathinte thanne thirakkil nettotam odumpozhum ayalku thante suhruthukale vilikanum samsarikanum samayam undavum karanam thante suhruthu anu ennu vaa kondu matram parayunnavarku avare ozhivakan ulla oru karanam anu joil thirakku allekil matenthenkilum thiraku ennu parayunnatu swantham family yeyum kootukareum vilikanum samsarikanum patate sambhadichu kootunavarku atu jeevithathil engane enkilum upakarapedum ennu njan viswasikunnilla ake ulla oru jeevithamanu atu namude sukha soukaryagal ku matram akate kurachu matullavarku vendi akuvanenkil namude kalathinu shesham matullavar enkilum namme kurichu orkum nallatu prayum............   changati nannayal kannadi venda enna pazhaya vaa mozhi yil ninnu thannil undakunna oro matavum manasilaki thettayava thiruthanum nallathine protsahipikanum koode undakum pakshe innu sarikum nammude suhruth bandangal atharathil ullathano ennu chindikendi irikunnu angane akanam allate mattullavare kanikan vendi allenkil hridayathil matram sookshichu vakkanda onnu alla ee suhruth bandam atu prakadipikan vendi ullatu anu

                                   """ karmanye vadhikarasthe ma bhaleshu kadha jana "" manushyanu karmangal cheyyaneparanjitullu athinte bhalathe agrahikan paranjitilla onnum oratheekshikate karmam cheyuka suhruthukalku anenkil polum pakshe aa suhruthu jeevithakalam motham thante suhruthayi unadavanam ennu agrahikunnathil oru thettumilla   karanam oru nalla suhruthinte avakasam anu atu apol aa suhruthu pirinju poyalum atu thante jeevithathile vidhi anu ennu karuthi aswsam kandetham thanne ishtapedanam ennu oru karana vasalum matulavarodu parayanum patilla karanam nammal avaril oru thettu kandethumbol nammalil oru 10 thettukal undayitundavum alenkil atharam chinthakal oru suhruthinte kuttam kandupidikunatu thanne valiya oru thettu thanne anu ............                                      

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

new vision new imagination....... in mother tongue "".. enne njan manasilakki..""

........ ente samsarathinu kooduthal nallatu malayalam anu ennu thonni ata ipo ingane eazhutham ennu vachatu itu ente matam kazhchapadalla ellavarkum avarude jeevithathil palikkan allenkil pravarthikamakenda karyangal anu ente ella blog um atharathil avanam enu karuthiyanu eazhuthunnatu .....

saktamaya oru adarshathil jeevikanam enu karuthunna eniku pakhe ella samayathum angane akan patunundo ennu chithikendi vannu karanam ente suhruthukalude idayil njan avarku vendi palathum mati vakunnu pakshe avar ............
orikkalum nammal matullavre kuttam parayaruthu enthu karyathil ayalum suhruthukal vilichilla ennu paranju polum karanam nammal swayam nammale kurichu epozhum arivullavar ayirikanam namude kazhivukal kazhivukedukal ellam nammal manasilakanam atu vachu adjust cheythu pokunnavaranu allenkil atu ulkollan pattunavaranu nammude sariyaya suhruthukal allate nammal avare nirbandichu nammale vilikanam alenkil vilichilla enu parayunnathil oru karyam illa karanam avarku avarudethaya jeevitham undu athil nammale ulkollan avarku patanam nammal oru nalla character anu ennu thoniyal arum parayate ellarum vilikum atanu vendathu nammal mattu lavare koodi manasilakanam avar vilikunnilla avoid cheyyunu enkil nammude thettukondu anu enna satyam swayam ulkollan thayaravanam nammal namle matate mattullavaril adichelpikkunatu veendum thettaya oru karyam anu......
mataralil oru kuttam kandethubol nammalil 100 kutangal anu undavunatu enna karyam sradhikanam athinu oru katha MAHABHARATHATHIL undu deva guru veda vyasan kaurava rajavu duryodhananeyum pandava veeran yudhishtiran neyum vilichu kaurava rajan nte aduthu aa rajyathe eattavum nalla ale kandethivaran paranju aa cheetha kannu kalil koodi nokkiyapol aa rajyathu arum nallavarilla eenu paranju thirichethi aa samayathu thanne pandava rajan nte aduthu aa rajyathe eatavum moshamaya ale kandethi varan paranju pakhe rajavinu areyum moshamayi kandethan sadichilla .......
atayatu nammal eathu kannu kondu ano mattullavare kanunnat angane ayirikum namuku matullavarum ennu thonnum nammal nallatu matram chintikunnu enkil matullavarilum nallatu matram kanan sadikum alla marichu nammal cheeta vicharathil allenkil mattullavaril kuttam kandethunu enkil nammalil athinte irati ayi undavum


athinal nammal cheyyanullatu arku vendi ayalum vtukarku ayalumsuhruthukalku vendi ayalum thirichu onnum pratheeshikate athu thangalude jeevithadharmam anu ennu karuthi cheyyuka  onnum pratheekshikathirikuka  appol thanne kitunathellam namuku adhikam akum apo namuku vijayikan sadhikum ............

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Incomparable ............. thats me ...

me nd my view changed in all cases. me dont cry wit my failures becse tats my faith me wnt to accept tat no one can understand abt tat so nw i can smile always even am in d middle of wrld war...



i got a new change .. new enrgy frm my own meditation, nw i can control my mind with own way nd with my dream i cant waist my life to oters those r dont care abt me i wnt to dedicate my life to oters which r my parents my brother, some oters tey care abt me more tan tere life (by tat way i hve sme brothers nd sisters nd also hve few frnds) nd to our bharatheeyans actualy tey need my help tey hve more problems nd sorrows, compare wit tat i hve no pblm whole prblms r only part wit my foolishness ...


""my self am incomparable or unequalled but at d same time hve a meaning pit, wit all i give a definition to my life am d ruler of tis nation with incomparable wrk or incomparable character to oters which foollows sincierty nd truthfullnes in tere life nd to oters am like a cruel lion i can come as pond to kill tem .............""


i cant follow some ones if tey jst avoid me but ons tey need my help, nw am a waist in all wrds but tey dnt wry if tey again need jst call me i hve no pblm. me cnt forgot anything bt i know tats my duty serving oters, am take it as my breath, i dont make any change to tat nd request to oters to do like tat.

am a uncomparable unbeatable creature created by gods own vision........


bt at d end hve sme weakness........ cant avoid ADENN nd tere feelings tats my family so......??????

Sunday, May 16, 2010

make awarenes about our nation nd culture.........


make awarenes about our nation nd culture, because nw a days no college text nd no teachers teach our real history to d childrens. now india become no one in terririst place also if we want to stop d terrorism nd terrorist make all indians as real patrits. if all people are strictly study abt our nation history tat means frm BC ownwards our india faces more attacks frm oters ...sme of tem r ... mugal , sakan , yavanan, parcy, yahoodar nd finally british soldiers, bt no oters can rule tis nation for long time because our real indian heroes. in our colleges only study abt d attackers only nd simply tey said 'tere is no repulsion created here against tem' tats by our gov. for tere sake only. alexandher one of d great conquerer in d wrld bt he cant cme inside to india because of our great sanathana dharma protesters.. "purushothama maharaj" sme as "veera sivaji", " guru govindsing", " veera pazhasiraja " etc.... bt we see tem in ac theatre rooms for 3 hrs only nd we dnt try to study tis history more tat means our patrotic feeling limits only for three hrs.. only.


if we try to make aware about our nation to oters, which r try to do terrorism or which r think against our nation or those r try to create tere own nation. tat mns if any one get clear picture abt our nation its position, nd its high value with oter country ten tey can accept all r son/daughter of bharatmata.....

here am showing sme of our real heroes which give tere life to nation. we wnt to study abt tere life because tat give us d currect direction nd inspiration to our life to do d wrk for nation.


"live fr nation "...." do for oters with out expecting anything "... " die for Bharatmata "

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

proud to be bharatheyan...

nw a days youngters (am jst mention abt younsters bt all r same like tat nd by d word of a p j Abdulkalam our nation will devolops wit youth movements so..here...)chose fast stylish life tey dont care abt tere father nd mother, wit tere friends each have only a hai... by.... relation tey is no more sincerity wit tem, a selfish world. All r try to follow d western life style tey think tats d most good life style in d world but tey dnt know actualy tey r trying to "get d star from d sky by loosing d sun in tere hand"...!!! d thing is our bharateyans dont know abt mother land nd its soul no one wnts to find it. simply tey try to imerce western style in io tere lyfe. we wnt to think abt tis becse we r bharateyans our nation's development depents on our ativities our culture, nd lyfe style etc....., a small exple. how india reached no one in tourism all over d world, becse india is d only one country having its own culture,with thousends of years we try to strictly folow it. we keep our historic places neatly nd with more carefuly nd hve sme amazing gods crations these r very pleasent to d eyes . our old tratment, which r yoga, dhyanam, vaidyam r our treatments for physicaly nd also for mentally tese r generated nd followed only indians so with all these incredible things..... india become no. one in d world
if anyone hve any argument i challenge them, i have solid proof all world discoveries r firtly founded by indian writers . s,e examples r ... aeroplane wrking nd its construction r discovered earkierly nd its note in d text " Yanthra sarvaswam", in medical field all treatment that means operation nd even plastic surgery r written in d text " Salyachikilsa " but no have aware abt this knowledge. with these smll knowledge we can say tat we r d no one in whole world in all field

But today our country follow such a wrong way which leads to d end of nation. we try to destroy our life style each family needs tere own home no one can follow a 'kootukudumba' veedu because then tey form sme ubnormalsounds between them all r selfish tey can think abt themself, ten how our people think abt oters in this nation long ago our grand grand faters r find tata this is one country nd all people which live here r our broters nd sisters bt today we cant see tat style nd its changed nw sme of them cant see tereown sisters as same our good cultures vanishing frm tis godsown land.
d most valuable thing is our vedas becse oter religious saying vedas r only a religious but nw our scientist prove tat vedas r scientific truths tat means nw our scientist can prove our vedas scientifically so by tat way we can find tat d pythagoras theiry , newtons laws, speed of lights all r discovered by our hindu veda writers by thousends of years ago bt no indians know abt d hide diamonds in bharatham nd simply try to follow d western style by d vedas we get currect naswer fr all questions tat means what ever we wnt tat all gets frm tis vedas..........

stop all wrk against our mother land nd its culture nd thoery make love wit our nation try to realise abt our bharatham nd try to follow its real culture. i dnt know abt d nation more bt with my few knowlwdge (tats gets from sme books nd from programs) i love my nation nd i have one advice to oters in our nation tere r more back word people, tey didnt get anything frm d gov. even food so we dnt waist our time food nd water for celebration nd try to give sme help to those people who need tis. if we give sme thing to oters tats bcme more plesent our god he will help us ..." we have only one life we dnt waist our life by living for ourself strictly do something for oters which strictly follows our " sanathans dhrma" so if u can, every day do some charity work no..no ... its nt a charity its our duty .... god bless us

bharatham is my country i love this nation nd its culture i love this nation more than my life
...........jai bharat mata......

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

me REAlising My sElf.............

............ i dnt know wt hpns to me nd my frnds is it my mistake or tere misunderstanding ......? i cant findout a solution for tat... i hated by all my frnds tey r ntonly my frnds .... all my life or my ambition tat tey r wit me in e my entire life but nw......... my back born is breaked ........ so nw am fear tat if it remains like tis my brain my heart nd all leave frm me why she dnt try to listen my wrds .... care abt .... selfishly..... nt to frnds .........
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but i sure tat i cant live with out my DENN ........TEY R remains in my heart upto my last heart beat with increasing lve or. increace d respect to my DENN